Growing up

Will U Be by Myside ?

Learning the reality

So its been long i haven posted as i just wanted to let my feelings out :) Well its been 2 months plus and everything is going fine...just a bit paranoid here and there......well me as usual......but its just that i cant help it..i dont know if i can withstand the whole thing....i am not bored and shaped that way....or maybe i will face that in the future...and i cant always go to my family all the time. Eventually i need to grow up...will there be really a person always beside me :( or it is faith-ed i need to face this alone...why cant everything be easy. Well it is true that ppl say that if u dont get through all this probs and challenges u wont grow stronger , but its just hard to learn when u always get stuff u want easily. Being pampered and protected the whole time is not a good thing after all then :( WELL I NEED TO FACE IT ANYWAYS, so why not look at the bright side :) i can deal with it and get the best out of it :) but i just wish that someone will be there beside every second so i wont be alone ....will there? will u ?? or thats not the right que can u ? cause i know i am asking too much ... i wont blame u if u cant :) i will do well on my own right :)

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The new post of my previous life :)

OMG i am actually writing a new post....this is so weird anyways.
ok soooo....my blog has been dead for months.its nearly one year haha XD
so anyways here goes.
form 4 end of the year..went for YE programme in japan...IT WAS AWESOME!!! so i gained a lot of new friends and learned how to kinda take care of myself without parents supervision..ok maybe under homestay parents supervision but its diff la . lol .
Before going to japan a lot happened in school when i was away with my japanese intensive course which kinda helps haha XD at least i can read but no point cause i dont know what it means anyways. So the things that happened was i miss Bio class (DISSECTING THE FROG) i missed it !!! what kind of bio student misses that class haha .
Of course mainly that is not the big prob a lot happened....apparently best friends split apart and some just drew away from each other....i really dont know how can this happen in 2 weeks time...maybe its because of all the accumulation of anger between each other...and one day it just exploded...who knows..kinda know that feeling and going through that....but i hope that wont happen to me..at least me and my bff know when to stop and each others limits....as far as i know we are still at the safe zone. i guess :/ that is for my form 4 life then
so Form 5 :)
brand new year.....got closer to my classmates ..HAPPY XD
for ur info, my relations with my school friends are aweful from form 1 to 3.. i mean i form 3 it became better and i know who my real friends are....:) SO i joined cheer again...this time we still didnt win it... but i think we are already winners.,...once a red always a red :) red rocks!!! haha
there were no stunts this year...that was the boring part but the DaNCE WERE JUST SO CUTE XD
haha thanks to the seniors!!! =]
Enough of cheer ,, oh i forgot i made up a crew during last year too...It was a great experience . TAC CREW ROCKS !!! apparently it didnt work out cause mainly i cant cope with the stress and responsibilities which i think i shouldnt be handling this year...i will write a post only for this next time....
So NOW THIS YEAR
important things to focuse on SPM SPM SPM
either than that grade 7 and intermediate foundation (ballet )
gosh stress wei....
not only that also paramount:)
duet and group singing and modern dancing
maybe skit too
Cant wait for modern dancing...hope it will go well
haha XD
*flash back of humiliation during lower secondary...that was aweful....ok WTV this year will be the best :)
so i think this post is long enough ahah XD
i better stop or not i dunno when i am going to end ....hope this makes up for the previous ones...i know ppl dont read my blog cause they all think its dead...i wonder who will actually read this haha XD
anyways just a way to release stress so no harm :)
ciao for now then

tagged by ee wen baby

1. Besides your lips, where is your favorite spot to get kissed?
shoulder i think...

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
sick and i think i got h1n1(opps)

3. Who was the last person/people you took photo with?
celine ( it was her birthday)

4. Would you consider yourself spoilt?
yes i think but not alwasys

5. Will you ever donate blood?
no not old enough haha

6. Have you ever had a best friend of the opposite sex?
yes....i think i still have it lol

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
no why.....(maybe) lols

8. What does your last message say?
hey i am really sorry.....(long text) from rachel yeo

9. What are you thinking right now?
how to get me jumping again

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
yes (My mom as i said i am sick)

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
some where at 1am

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
one u or sunway i think

13. Is someone in your mind right now?
nope

14. Who was the last person who text you?
rachel yeo


Tag 10 "lucky" people do this quiz.
-soo wei
-arya
-shermin
-evonne
-carine
-sook teng
-hillary
-rachel yeo
-ee wen (can i tag her again lols)
-nicoel lam(nicole go do it again
hah)


15. Who is number two (arya) having a relationship with?
i dont think there is someone(but i am getting suspicious)

16. Is number three (shermin) a male or female?
female

17. If number 7 (hillary) and number 1 (soo wei) get together will it be good?
omg!! lesbos.....

18. What is number 1 (soo wei) studying?
*same school as mua

19. Is number 4 (yes) single?
maybe( she didnt tell me)

20. Say something about number 6 (sook teng).
* she doesnt seem what she looks like...a fun person...in the lunch gang...

21. What you think of number 3 (shermin) and number 6 (sook teng) being together?
they are both girls k...=.=

22. Describe number 9 (ee wen).
* listener...adviser....one of my babes....sexy....fun to be with....wild but moody sometime...

23. Do you like number 8 (Joel)?
* yes!she is my one of my babes too...love you


Finally, finish :)
time wasted : didnt take count

PPL

Today was ok....a bit moody at first though....sorry i broke the promise...i cant hold it..it was bugging me.....was gonna break down any second in class..thanks soo wei for talking wiht me to get it out of my mind.But u gotta be open girl!Dont keep it all to yourself k!u can ask me anything...an u are one of us lol...love u!!

merdeka carnival

So it was quite a day today.....My school has organized a merdeka carnival...The fun thing was we got to play treasure hunt.yeah.....great experience although we didnt win anything but at least we had a great time and added another memory. so after that i did hana,i think its spelled like that oh well. i paid 10 bucks for hand and foot. its so pretty ....so then i counted money for the club and was running uo and down the ramp for the stupid cheque.arghhhh...oh ya,,we went to the haunted house too.me ,ee wen,nicole,rachel,hillary,mun yee,oh and huey jen was the org panduan lol. ok after that met the person i am pissed of,dont even let me get there. we will just skip it. hen everyonr went home and i was left alone so sad......after sleeping in the car through the journey back home, rested and went for ballet. did half hour of point work and i think i got a freaking blister . oh well wish that it pays off at the end ..my leg is like hurting like crap now. and i still nedd to make a card for my grandfather and i dont have a nice cutboard how am i going to do it.......ishhhhhh ,figure that out later need to rest .....lol